Here comes commitment
So.
Commitment is now on the table but I don’t know if I want to take it.
Do I want to be committed to him? Do I want to be with him?
Am I just a chronic commitment-phobe?
Oh don’t I hate this?!! Why didn’t I really see this coming? Denial is such a bad thing, it always screws me over.
Honestly speaking, I never really expected that he would want me, want to make an honest woman out of me (not marriage, relax). I thought this was just a bit of fun to him, just something to pass the time until something better came along.
So what was he waiting for? I’m riddled with doubt and distrust.
But I shouldn’t make him wait indefinitely. I need to be fair to him and really decide what I want or at least give him a timeline.
Being a grown up is such hard work!!!!!!!!
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